- Nov 17 Fri 2006 11:25
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悶
- Nov 12 Sun 2006 06:38
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Saw III
昨天晚上和朋友去看Saw III...
我沒有看過一二集..但是愛看恐怖片的我，好久沒看電影了，不像在台灣，想看就看，昨天花了6.5看電影，下午去看的，還蠻多人去看的..這樣我也比較不覺得可怕..看到一辦好想睡喔，不是說噁心...而是手法都一樣，真無聊...越看越無聊...中間是有被嚇到一些，但是看完我的心得，就是..人性的弱點阿...禁不起考驗...所以我們才一直被考驗著....
看完電影跟朋友一起去吃一間還不錯吃的餐廳，有千層麵..義大利麵...
我沒有看過一二集..但是愛看恐怖片的我，好久沒看電影了，不像在台灣，想看就看，昨天花了6.5看電影，下午去看的，還蠻多人去看的..這樣我也比較不覺得可怕..看到一辦好想睡喔，不是說噁心...而是手法都一樣，真無聊...越看越無聊...中間是有被嚇到一些，但是看完我的心得，就是..人性的弱點阿...禁不起考驗...所以我們才一直被考驗著....
看完電影跟朋友一起去吃一間還不錯吃的餐廳，有千層麵..義大利麵...
- Nov 11 Sat 2006 05:14
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我是一隻游泳的魚...
- Nov 07 Tue 2006 15:46
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clear...
最近心情開始趨漸...穩定...
對於每個人..每件事...我都已經有明確的答案，我也不會在煩惱甚麼了，我已經好好的定下心，雖然有時候還是會不穩定，但是至少我開始習慣這邊的任何的人事物，你也清楚我對你的態度， forgive me, dear, I really don't wan to harm you anymore. I'm so sorry. 但是，順其自然吧，或許幾年後，任何事情都不一定，現在，我的心是關上的，因為我不想被打擾，只想穩定平靜的過....
對於每個人..每件事...我都已經有明確的答案，我也不會在煩惱甚麼了，我已經好好的定下心，雖然有時候還是會不穩定，但是至少我開始習慣這邊的任何的人事物，你也清楚我對你的態度， forgive me, dear, I really don't wan to harm you anymore. I'm so sorry. 但是，順其自然吧，或許幾年後，任何事情都不一定，現在，我的心是關上的，因為我不想被打擾，只想穩定平靜的過....
- Nov 06 Mon 2006 05:30
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uncertain....
It's getting cold now...
我越來越不能確定我到底現在要如何了，我只知道我的心受傷...停止..並且關閉了，我不知道為啥突然會變這樣，突然睡醒..突然想開..突然...我發覺我的心不再活躍了..又退回我的小殼了...跟你講完話，我只想跟你說sorry，你說"愛一個人不就是要她開心嗎？所以不要去想公不公平了"，我看了，我哭了，因為我知道不管我發生啥事..你都是會在那裡等著我保護著我，也許，一樣那句話，我還不夠成熟去承擔你對我的愛吧，因為我沒有付出跟你相同的愛，所以我會覺得對你不公平，但是對你的愛，我把它好好的收在我的心中，保存著，期限是多久呢？我不知道也許直到我成熟了吧，朋友說愛情不是天枰，很難有平衡的時候，我也懂，但是我就是覺得這樣對你不公平，你任我來去，當我跟你說話的時候，我們就像以前一樣，也許是我現在習慣了一個人的生活了，當我沒有跟你說話的時候，我一點都沒感覺到你的存在，只知道你在我的心中，但是，卻碰不到，來這邊兩個多月了，也是有人追，但是，我還是在等著我們會有一起的那一天，也許，我們之間很模糊吧，或許，等我回台灣的那天，我們又像之前那樣了，是吧，也許，我只是逼自己忘記有"男朋友"這回事來讓自己在這邊生活可以輕鬆一些可以沒有愛情的負擔，我知道現在的我，承擔不起愛情的種種，所以我把心封閉了也因為有你在我的心裡，我不能確定我現在對你到底我們是要如何，因為我不想要有愛的負擔卻希望有你的關心，我很自私吧，你說沒關係你是心甘情願的，我的心現在停了，不在動了，只有你在我身邊才能讓我的心revive..
I told you before, you just like the sea belongs to me, nevertheless I am not there, you still wait for me, and never give up. I know your heart..
我越來越不能確定我到底現在要如何了，我只知道我的心受傷...停止..並且關閉了，我不知道為啥突然會變這樣，突然睡醒..突然想開..突然...我發覺我的心不再活躍了..又退回我的小殼了...跟你講完話，我只想跟你說sorry，你說"愛一個人不就是要她開心嗎？所以不要去想公不公平了"，我看了，我哭了，因為我知道不管我發生啥事..你都是會在那裡等著我保護著我，也許，一樣那句話，我還不夠成熟去承擔你對我的愛吧，因為我沒有付出跟你相同的愛，所以我會覺得對你不公平，但是對你的愛，我把它好好的收在我的心中，保存著，期限是多久呢？我不知道也許直到我成熟了吧，朋友說愛情不是天枰，很難有平衡的時候，我也懂，但是我就是覺得這樣對你不公平，你任我來去，當我跟你說話的時候，我們就像以前一樣，也許是我現在習慣了一個人的生活了，當我沒有跟你說話的時候，我一點都沒感覺到你的存在，只知道你在我的心中，但是，卻碰不到，來這邊兩個多月了，也是有人追，但是，我還是在等著我們會有一起的那一天，也許，我們之間很模糊吧，或許，等我回台灣的那天，我們又像之前那樣了，是吧，也許，我只是逼自己忘記有"男朋友"這回事來讓自己在這邊生活可以輕鬆一些可以沒有愛情的負擔，我知道現在的我，承擔不起愛情的種種，所以我把心封閉了也因為有你在我的心裡，我不能確定我現在對你到底我們是要如何，因為我不想要有愛的負擔卻希望有你的關心，我很自私吧，你說沒關係你是心甘情願的，我的心現在停了，不在動了，只有你在我身邊才能讓我的心revive..
I told you before, you just like the sea belongs to me, nevertheless I am not there, you still wait for me, and never give up. I know your heart..
- Nov 01 Wed 2006 13:43
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real..true...
要談戀愛...
是很容易的，但是要在戀愛中真的可以做真正的自己，又有幾對戀人可以做到，不是對方配合你就是你配合對方，不然就是一起調是彼此，我想要做真實的自己，無論是對戀人或是朋友，我都可以表現出真實的自己，這樣那才叫做我。
是很容易的，但是要在戀愛中真的可以做真正的自己，又有幾對戀人可以做到，不是對方配合你就是你配合對方，不然就是一起調是彼此，我想要做真實的自己，無論是對戀人或是朋友，我都可以表現出真實的自己，這樣那才叫做我。
- Oct 29 Sun 2006 04:42
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12/14回台灣
機票已經確定了...
12/14回台灣...回去25天...要陪爸媽要陪朋友..當然也要陪..
I am lonely here, although I meet many friends here, but the truely you can share with your thought and mood, it's rarely. I can't find someone who can support me when I make any decisions. It's harder to adapt lonely. A few days ago, my friend said that lonely will kill people here. So, you must have many friends. But, do they really friends? For me, I divide friends into three levels, the first one is "common friend", I just chat with them and never tell them anything about myself. The second is "good friend", I can share someting about myself. The third is the best friend(知心好友),I can tell everything including bad and good, and I don't have to worry they don't keep them secret. Moreover, I don't have to worry that when they heard about I did something wrong, they blame me. They wiil open their mind to accept what I done and still support me and also give me some suggestions. Here, fortunately, I have a really best friend. She is from Thailand. She always stands by me. But, I still miss you guys, no noe can compare you guys. I really miss you. Nansa, Angel, Kelly,Kan, Candy, and my dear friends, wait for me, I'll come back soon. But, before that, I have to study hard.
12/14回台灣...回去25天...要陪爸媽要陪朋友..當然也要陪..
I am lonely here, although I meet many friends here, but the truely you can share with your thought and mood, it's rarely. I can't find someone who can support me when I make any decisions. It's harder to adapt lonely. A few days ago, my friend said that lonely will kill people here. So, you must have many friends. But, do they really friends? For me, I divide friends into three levels, the first one is "common friend", I just chat with them and never tell them anything about myself. The second is "good friend", I can share someting about myself. The third is the best friend(知心好友),I can tell everything including bad and good, and I don't have to worry they don't keep them secret. Moreover, I don't have to worry that when they heard about I did something wrong, they blame me. They wiil open their mind to accept what I done and still support me and also give me some suggestions. Here, fortunately, I have a really best friend. She is from Thailand. She always stands by me. But, I still miss you guys, no noe can compare you guys. I really miss you. Nansa, Angel, Kelly,Kan, Candy, and my dear friends, wait for me, I'll come back soon. But, before that, I have to study hard.
- Oct 29 Sun 2006 04:05
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A leisure day...
搬到新家已經一個禮拜了...
I am very satisfied with my new apartment, and I live with an American girl. She is nice and she is working now. But, she is very busy. So, I rarely talk to her. Although, her boy friend also comes our home sometimes. I don' care that.
This week was not good for me. I absent two classes because I was sick. Maybe viruses love me more...no...
I am very satisfied with my new apartment, and I live with an American girl. She is nice and she is working now. But, she is very busy. So, I rarely talk to her. Although, her boy friend also comes our home sometimes. I don' care that.
This week was not good for me. I absent two classes because I was sick. Maybe viruses love me more...no...
- Oct 28 Sat 2006 07:31
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The real reson I found
Few days ago, I found the true reson taht I still love you....you are still in my deeply heart, how can I forget you and pretend I don't love you anymore....even I try my best to pretend... in fact, I failed...
沒有風 雲以為自己可以慢慢移動
沒有風 雲以為自己可以慢慢移動
- Oct 24 Tue 2006 12:37
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想要穩定....
我是一個需要穩定....感覺的人...
凡事我都追求一個穩定感...所以我都需要凡事確定...只要讓我不安....我就會慌...而且會不知所措...
現在...我試著讓自己安心...讓自己去看清一切事實..讓自己心定下來...想到了你..就可以讓我心定下來...我們彼此都有共識...也許真的要讓我出來磨練一下吧....我知道我自己要甚麼...不要在委曲求全...
凡事我都追求一個穩定感...所以我都需要凡事確定...只要讓我不安....我就會慌...而且會不知所措...
現在...我試著讓自己安心...讓自己去看清一切事實..讓自己心定下來...想到了你..就可以讓我心定下來...我們彼此都有共識...也許真的要讓我出來磨練一下吧....我知道我自己要甚麼...不要在委曲求全...
- Oct 08 Sun 2006 01:40
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Indepentment
The weather is so cold.....
Yesterday was Moon Festival, we had a BBQ party. I didn't miss my home and family. I know I have to adapt everything. Maybe I am happy or not. Maybe I just try to tell lies to myself. That can make me feel better. Maybe....
Everything is ??????
Yesterday was Moon Festival, we had a BBQ party. I didn't miss my home and family. I know I have to adapt everything. Maybe I am happy or not. Maybe I just try to tell lies to myself. That can make me feel better. Maybe....
Everything is ??????
